Sunday, December 28, 2008

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I feel like Regina George (btws this photo will have to due, but really how I feel is just like when Regina george is in the Lexus she drives and starts screaming at the top of her lungs.)

I am sooooooo over life. I don't get it. Why do some people get everything they want? I don't seem to get anything I want and I feel like I'm going crazy on top of it. Seriously, I feel like all of my life people have talked about how feminine guys are gross. Like they are the scum of the earth. So, on top of being gay, I know need to feel like shit for being feminine? Then, I have bacne.... rgh - I don't even know where to begin with that.

I'm so over it

Thursday, December 25, 2008

I still hate life...

I hate life

Ug - seriously. It's like such a goddamn cocktease. Really? And like it's only so much fun to be the Bridget Jones / some other sappy fun and sassy lead in a romantic comedy without the fun of actually getting to date and finish the FUCKING movie. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Really? Of course the boy that I like and have to sleep in a bed with for 3 nights is seeing someone else. I'm so great for that. Why don't you go on a date with me, cause I can promise that within the next three days you'll find the love of your fucking life.


This is how I feel about it:

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

One Sexy Bad Ass Mother Fucker...

I am creating that I am one sexy bad ass mother fucker.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008


Is it weird to start being cocky if you never were? I'm going to try it, but like for real. Not like pretend to be assertive classes, I'm just going to be cocky.

I'm going to start by saying this - boys can't get enough of me. Ones I thought I could never have are flocking to me. I can have any boy I want and I don't even have to try and get the ones I don't want.

Also, I'm going to be a popstar. Within the next year - I will be in an Arena tour. I can't wait to be in my moving platform (like the one from Britney's - Britney tour) and be dancing and flinging hair sexily around.

Here we go... shit.